However long we have with the ways things are in this world..don't waste it hanging yourself by the neck on these women. It's a fool's errand and I know it well, don't waste the power of your youth harming yourself over females, you're ceding too much power and there's not even anyone there to take it.
You're going to have face reality.. Long term modern relationships is a roll of the dice, you can hook up and it can work out or not. It is what's it is. Accept it and keep it pushing onto the next one or else you're going to keep finding yourself in this regressive state. fukk what anyone else thinks..this is about you, your level of comfort and your personal goals. No one has to understand them so stop giving a fukk.