forgiveness
I've been trying to let shyt go that either pissed me off or hurt me in life
I would like to think I've made progress. My thoughts are better and I can be cool, but I still have some lingering mental blocks. It feels like muscle memory, a lot of my anxiety is gone but then i'm faced with a new emotion it seems. It feels like just confusion.
Having to balance how you see yourself and how the world responds to you is a tricky balancing game. Especially for an arrogant nikka like me, I'll be dressed bummy af and still have an high opinion of myself. Other's may not get it but you can get caught up in pride that you refuse to accept what other's tell you; you deserve.
I guess that's you gotta know what to deserve