Essential The Locker Room's Random Thoughts

[The M.I.C.]

You once wanted me to write my testimony

Why haven’t you?

 

[The M.I.C.]

Being smart.

 

[Rawtid]

Edit

 

[Rozay Oro]

Why haven’t you?

I been backsliding and TLR is hostile and vulgar to Christianity anyways. Brehs have blasphemously mocked me in negs. Levels to the pettiness and it’s making me feel like I’m enabling that behavior. Rather just discuss other things.

 

[Rhapscallion Démone]

This whole Ari thing just reminds me how wishy washy people can be.


#CounterfeitCosigns
#InvalidValidations
#FakeAsfukk

 

[Rhapscallion Démone]

This whole Ari thing just reminds me how wishy washy people can be.


#CounterfeitCosigns
#InvalidValidations
#FakeAsfukk

Speaking of fake

You only miss me because you've been seeing me go on without you.

I'm leaving planet earth! Humans are so ghetto

 

[Rhapscallion Démone]

 

[Rhapscallion Démone]

 

[Pazzy]

Man.... everyone is being annoying today. Time to think me since yall annoying ass people wanna bother me for the same old shyt. The same people have absolutely no understanding and PATIENCE when it comes to me right? I must move right when they want me but when I NEED THEM THEY ARE NEVER THERE FOR ME! I have to wait for when they feel like it or i must be grateful for what they do for when they do it for me without even asking me or even having a conversation with me. They know what i want so i should be happy with what they give me even when i never asked for it. You think they would at least get to know you a bit better but THEY ALWAYS ASSUME. They are never like "let me talk to him and hear about how he feels, what he knows, research him, take the time to know him and shyt". NO. They ASSUME shyt ABOUT ME. And very often, their fukking assumptions ARE NOT TRUE. In fact, its the total opposite. Hell, the reason why i dont even speak on these things is they LOOK DOWN on that shyt when they tell you that shyt. You tell them that you dont like sports and arent athletic, they think youre weak as a man or anti social. They make it hard for you to be yourself but yet they expect to cater to their conversations. Talk about their interests. Talk about how they feel about the world but let it be your turn and you try to do the same thing and they start to navigate the convo in their way, trying to change your opinions by shaming you and the whole nine. I actually study people and shyt as in ill find out about them. Think its fun actually. I actually wish someone took the time to study and research me like how i do to other people. If i gave these people a questionnaire about me, nobody would pass.

Im not saying im ungrateful when i receive something but these people are full of shyt themselves and never own up to it. Its easy to blame me and make me feel like shyt.

And i dont need to learn to get along with people. A lot of you need to learn to get along with me. Im always catering to people who never cater to me. I do a lot of shyt alone and ask people little to nothing simply because i dont want to owe anybody anything or be treated a certain way for bothering people because folks make me feel weird and shyt. So since ya treat me this way, let me remove myself from your presence and let you look for me. Always watching other people enjoying life and the simple things that i cant even get and they have the nerve to feel a certain way. Sometimes i feel like knocking one of these people out to send a message of how angry and frustrated i am with everything in general. Ive been getting very angrier recently. I know some of these a$$holes are waiting to hear the worst about me but im a GOOD MAN. So fukk all you people trying so hard to bring me down when im trying to simply fukking breathe because i cant even deal with myself and i have people trying to fukk me over on top of that. fukk that shyt. let me isolate myself.


I dont care what other people think of me anyway. I dont expect to be loved as im not asking to be loved. But you are going to fukkING RESPECT ME. If i will never get the normal life of most people as i can already see from so far, then yall gonna at least give me some fukking peace before i die. The next person who annoys me is going to get it so be mindful if youre about to say something or do something that may trigger me.

 

[Mike the Executioner]

Delete.

 

[Pazzy]

And one last thing, i dont hate anybody. I actually have different levels of how i show my love to people. Its that i might just be an empath because i feel like other people are very overwhelming for me. Peoples energies are too much for me. I cant read people. Im paranoid and shyt. I overthink. I cant understand most jokes. I cant tell sarcasm. I overshare. It takes some time for me to open up to people and be comfortable. So other people need to be fukking patient with me and shyt. Im different.

I just wish folks understood instead of writing me off as this guy who cant be social.


I want to be social but be comfortable as well.

Being alone doesnt scare me. Being with other people does. I just wish there was someone who wasnt scared to challenge me to open up myself such as stalker. Get all in my business. Get to know me better than my own family

 

[Rawtid]

Edit.

 

[Mike the Executioner]

Delete.

 

[Pazzy]

Im in my car chilling about to do my hiking that i do almost every saturday and some south asian man/indian guy parks right next to my car with his family when he has all these parking spaces available to him in this parking lot. He walks out with his family in kids to go into the park.



Im still in the car and 10 minutes later, dude walks back up to go park his car into six car spaces over in between all those cars. Wonder why im telling you people keep fukking annoying me and im not even bothering anybody. Im still chilling in the car. Bet his bytch ass will be trying to see if im still in my car waiting for him. people are so silly but its that type of bullshyt that gets folks killed because these same ignorant pieces of shyt will call the cops on you claiming that youre suspiciously waiting in the parking lot on
Im tired of dealing with the covert the overt its like i have to look over my shoulder and be paranoid with everybody. Then when you fight back or call them out, they think youre crazy.

Man, i remember having to do that shyt at the start of the obama era to some woman who asked some slick shyt awhile ago in front of everybody. Asking three black men on a crowded sidewalk with a bunch of folks mostly white about wheres the nearest chicken spot. Had to tell her if she was asking us because we were black with her eastern european ass. Serves her right. better be sorry

 

[El Poyo Loco]

I'm putting the Dangerous album up there with Off The Wall and Thriller banger after banger that's why he's the undisputed G.O.A.T.