my homegirl texted to see if i was up around 10pm...i didnt respond because I was dead tired and literally just got cozy as fukk in bed
but as I lay there wide the fukk awake for an hour, i remembered....im a gotdamn insomniac that's only been sleeping well because of weed...a habit i decided to kick for good on Sunday
ended up on instagram and fell down a rabbit hole that had me up until 4 am
started out watching a rant about Black Rob's death and how fukked up the music industry is
ended up on a documentary about people in rural areas who were enslaved through the 1960s and had no idea about slavery being abolished,let alone the civil rights movement
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some of whom are still "working" and living on the same plantations til this day..."friends" with the descendants of the families that owned them
got about an hour of sleep before I had to get up for work
walking around tired as shyt feelin all the emotions...all of em
meanwhile the voice in my head like