What a lot of yall on the coli think I am for real
How I actually feel for real half of the time like right now and how I am internally in real life
Another lonely sad Saturday night and I think I'm tired of it despite this being my norm. Too used to feeling and being alone. Is this new though? Unlike last year and before I now know why and dayum.....
I have to go to therapy. This shyt is killing me. I feel normal yet I'm not. Being and feeling like an outcast can wear you do especially when it seems like everyone else even those with your issue are doing well. I just wish that people understood this shyt. Its tough and yet I can't use it as an excuse. Understanding is essential.
They say those who know you well know when you need them and right now, I need some words of encouragement. Still fighting and have hope.