The toll channeling such dark energy leaves is heavy and the scars sometimes permanent..mentally, emotionally, spiritually and physically. You age faster, the body breaks down as you contend against sickness, you become paranoid with visions, etc. For example, I’ve found that the deep darkness around my eyes will not go away..a signet of a past life committed to destruction. I usually wear shades when I go outside now. Others usually “go to well” asking for strength and keeping their youth by sacrifice, by blood drinking, cannibalism or other unsound things with varying degrees of success.