Man, all I can think about is how Im about to detox in a week
shyt deadass might be the hardest thing Ive ever done. 6 weeks sober... after crushing 7 brews a night and snorting copious amounts of adderall. I got so lit, I dont even care about nicotine anymore. And I was a chronic addict for 4 years
Im just blessed to have seen the truth. That 3 weeks will not get me to where I need to be. Cause for the first month, at least, I know it will be delayed gratification. Those short breaks don't do shyt. You always know that you'll get back to using and look forward to that day like
6 weeks should be enough to reset my brain chemistry. I won't quit permanently... As much as I hate being jittery and robotic.... I can focus so much better on adderall. And where there's smoke there's fire. So Im not giving up drinking. I will still have days where I get fukked up on adderall and drink to ease the comedown