Essential The Locker Room's Random Thoughts

[ThaRealness]

My Addiction Story

Here's where I'm at right now... Im going through tins of dip... the dip barely does anything except first thing in the morning. Im doing lines of adderall throughout the day... All that does is calm me down and allow me to focus. I have to sprinkle in caffeine to get a real high. Its that bad.

Last couple months, Ive been a daily drinker for the most part. 6 pack on a laidback night.



3 weeks ago, I started taking my antidepressants again, and my depression subsided. I became motivated to reduce my drinking. Im down to 4 nights a week, and its not easy.



Despite all of that, I am in good shape financially. I am ready to leave this city, and that's happening sober or not. This city has pushed me to extreme depression and worse. All my friends left. And a couple weeks ago, the first positive thing in 6 months happened to me - my good friend decided to move to Chicago, where I already have family and a couple friends. I can at least stand a chance in Chicago. In Madison, I feel like I'm already dead.



Right now I have a 3 week detox planned. I will start fresh in Chicago, and do another detox when its required.

I'm unwilling to quit drinking. , because that will make it much harder for me to meet women.



I believe you really only have 3 options for dating -



Online Dating (Worked in the past.... not in the present.)

Social circle/career

Nightlife.

I need that 3rd option....



I am also hesitant to quit taking adderall. Even if Im struggling with withdrawal half the day, at least Im focused the other half. Better then being a zombie overall. Theres a reason I m prescribed this shyt in the first place....



Should I quit nicotine? Its benign but its also useless.



So this is where Im at... 2 months removed from a 3 week detox, Im looking to do another detox in just 14 days. And its just a fukking merri-go-round. And Im stuck here because no women will fellate me

 

[ThaRealness]

shyt got really messed up in the last year

 

[Rawtid]

I support you in your reduction. Only if I get before and after pics

Negative rep pending.

 

[CreepyMcCreeperson]

Went outside to put out my recycling, and a big ass rac00n is just chilling on my neighbor’s porch like





I was going to do some yard work, but fukk it!!

 

[SnowflakesByTheOZ]

Lisa Raye at 52 is still sexy as fukk and could get it

 

[Prynce]

My Addiction Story

Here's where I'm at right now... Im going through tins of dip... the dip barely does anything except first thing in the morning. Im doing lines of adderall throughout the day... All that does is calm me down and allow me to focus. I have to sprinkle in caffeine to get a real high. Its that bad.

Last couple months, Ive been a daily drinker for the most part. 6 pack on a laidback night.



3 weeks ago, I started taking my antidepressants again, and my depression subsided. I became motivated to reduce my drinking. Im down to 4 nights a week, and its not easy.



Despite all of that, I am in good shape financially. I am ready to leave this city, and that's happening sober or not. This city has pushed me to extreme depression and worse. All my friends left. And a couple weeks ago, the first positive thing in 6 months happened to me - my good friend decided to move to Chicago, where I already have family and a couple friends. I can at least stand a chance in Chicago. In Madison, I feel like I'm already dead.



Right now I have a 3 week detox planned. I will start fresh in Chicago, and do another detox when its required.

I'm unwilling to quit drinking. , because that will make it much harder for me to meet women.



I believe you really only have 3 options for dating -



Online Dating (Worked in the past.... not in the present.)

Social circle/career

Nightlife.

I need that 3rd option....



I am also hesitant to quit taking adderall. Even if Im struggling with withdrawal half the day, at least Im focused the other half. Better then being a zombie overall. Theres a reason I m prescribed this shyt in the first place....



Should I quit nicotine? Its benign but its also useless.



So this is where Im at... 2 months removed from a 3 week detox, Im looking to do another detox in just 14 days. And its just a fukking merri-go-round. And Im stuck here because no women will fellate me

Adhd is a muthafukka

My story isnt any where as extreme as yours but everything u talking about is adhd. You gotta stay focused breh on getting urself in order, its a struggle but its worth doing

 

[Gully Bull]

Ayo....

Shut the fukk up

To be fair, they right. If they upgraded her speed and power along with a better control of her ability she could be more of a fight than anyone not named deku, Bakugo and todoroki .

 

[Boujee Bonita Braxton]

....But if it brings only pain in your life
Don't be afraid to let it go


I love you, Queen.

As always, whatever mood I’m in, she has a song for it.

 

[Pazzy]

Damn background music during this call reminds me of the public broadcasting channels shows. You know, the shows that usually with some plane traveling over the very end of long island with the lighthouse or over the Jersey shoreline with a shot of a lonely seagull flapping its wings jazz song playing in the background on some observing natures beauty but a somewhat depressing reality. It looks great and all but life is still happening though. It's real but most folks that been in the area all their lives not paying attention to that shyt. The hustle and bustle is too much to think about that.

 

[Buckeye Fever]

 

[Ol’Otis]

ima do the same thing with my cougar


and ima wear his old Bluetooth

 

[Tenchi Ryu]

 

[Dr. Narcisse]

 

[Sonic Boom of the South]

My Addiction Story

Here's where I'm at right now... Im going through tins of dip... the dip barely does anything except first thing in the morning. Im doing lines of adderall throughout the day... All that does is calm me down and allow me to focus. I have to sprinkle in caffeine to get a real high. Its that bad.

Last couple months, Ive been a daily drinker for the most part. 6 pack on a laidback night.



3 weeks ago, I started taking my antidepressants again, and my depression subsided. I became motivated to reduce my drinking. Im down to 4 nights a week, and its not easy.



Despite all of that, I am in good shape financially. I am ready to leave this city, and that's happening sober or not. This city has pushed me to extreme depression and worse. All my friends left. And a couple weeks ago, the first positive thing in 6 months happened to me - my good friend decided to move to Chicago, where I already have family and a couple friends. I can at least stand a chance in Chicago. In Madison, I feel like I'm already dead.



Right now I have a 3 week detox planned. I will start fresh in Chicago, and do another detox when its required.

I'm unwilling to quit drinking. , because that will make it much harder for me to meet women.



I believe you really only have 3 options for dating -



Online Dating (Worked in the past.... not in the present.)

Social circle/career

Nightlife.

I need that 3rd option....



I am also hesitant to quit taking adderall. Even if Im struggling with withdrawal half the day, at least Im focused the other half. Better then being a zombie overall. Theres a reason I m prescribed this shyt in the first place....



Should I quit nicotine? Its benign but its also useless.



So this is where Im at... 2 months removed from a 3 week detox, Im looking to do another detox in just 14 days. And its just a fukking merri-go-round. And Im stuck here because no women will fellate me

Gawt damm brah leave that dip alone expeditiously

Where u from brah?
U def have to be deep in the South
U white?
Cut back on the caffeine
Do a liver and colon cleanse
Start taking spirulina or chollera or take them both

fukk with some sugarless gum
And get some nicotine patches

 

[N711oir]

it wasn't enough that she could get me off with just her pawg ass alone

No,no,no she wanted to give Daddy what she called that popcorn head


Something hard like a kernel with enough heat applied she said when she puts something hard like my cock in her mouth she always ends up with something white soft and buttery sliding down her throat...