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its really fukked up I gotta explain my coli posts to people who never even been here
you know how crazy that it is? I got to explain my random thoughts post to people who dont even understand what random thoughts is and what is for lol
thats crazy
im prolly gonna feel suicidal again in a few months, am i going to always explain my state of mind to people because i express my fleeting thougts in a thread meant for that?
Am I going to have to explain my personal beliefs to justify it then too?
you know how crazy that it is? I got to explain my random thoughts post to people who dont even understand what random thoughts is and what is for lol
thats crazy
im prolly gonna feel suicidal again in a few months, am i going to always explain my state of mind to people because i express my fleeting thougts in a thread meant for that?
Am I going to have to explain my personal beliefs to justify it then too?
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I wish dudes on here had a little bit more of a backbone and common sense.
I’m going to be 41 in a few days and the last thing I’ll be upset about is a woman or getting women. If you haven’t aged with experience in dealing with the opposite sex and don’t know where your strike zone is once you’re in your late 30’s, you done suffered a major L.
I like to think I’m not that much different from other nikkas, yeah I’m eccentric but I have my glory filled moments where I can drop lyrics. I’m perfectly understanding of the gauntlets most of the young guns have to run in dealing with relationships. Superficialities and insecurities, angst and rejection set up the bonds between sexes..can’t love another person when you don’t love yourself, can’t look past another person’s flaws without addressing your own. I don’t know how most of these modern relationships function under this bullshyt tbh. It was somewhat bad when I was younger but now the situation is horrific.
Admittedly, my past relationships have not been perfect but I don’t hold grudges and I don’t blame when they conclude. Every failure has been a piece of a puzzle gained in getting a mindset that’s geared towards being positive contributor and better person overall to whoever I end up with. This is growth. Blaming others while not admitting the probability of you contributing to a relationship’s demise is self harming.
I’m going to be 41 in a few days and the last thing I’ll be upset about is a woman or getting women. If you haven’t aged with experience in dealing with the opposite sex and don’t know where your strike zone is once you’re in your late 30’s, you done suffered a major L.
I like to think I’m not that much different from other nikkas, yeah I’m eccentric but I have my glory filled moments where I can drop lyrics. I’m perfectly understanding of the gauntlets most of the young guns have to run in dealing with relationships. Superficialities and insecurities, angst and rejection set up the bonds between sexes..can’t love another person when you don’t love yourself, can’t look past another person’s flaws without addressing your own. I don’t know how most of these modern relationships function under this bullshyt tbh. It was somewhat bad when I was younger but now the situation is horrific.
Admittedly, my past relationships have not been perfect but I don’t hold grudges and I don’t blame when they conclude. Every failure has been a piece of a puzzle gained in getting a mindset that’s geared towards being positive contributor and better person overall to whoever I end up with. This is growth. Blaming others while not admitting the probability of you contributing to a relationship’s demise is self harming.
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Oh these white folk showing they mufukkin ass with this FBI Bubba Wallace decision
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Females sexualize EVERYTHING 
why the fukk are u trying to look sexual taking pictures with your mother
Why u half naked and trying to look sexy in pics with your children?
See tons of protest pics and it's females trying to look sexy
That empty mind and soul needs something I guess
why the fukk are u trying to look sexual taking pictures with your mother
Why u half naked and trying to look sexy in pics with your children?
See tons of protest pics and it's females trying to look sexy
That empty mind and soul needs something I guess
A wise man isn't infatuated with being alive nor does he fear death
I don't see the point of clinging onto something that is inherently fleeting. All things can end at any moment so why emotional invest into it?
I mean is death anymore worse a fate than the current life of most people?
I don't see the point of clinging onto something that is inherently fleeting. All things can end at any moment so why emotional invest into it?
I mean is death anymore worse a fate than the current life of most people?
Soon I'm just gonna lose interest in all of this and move on. I stay on here because I built relationships but soon I'm just gonna cut my loses and dip. I guess the love was fake and if it was I have no motivation to even keep wasting energy. I hope nikkas cool with losing a friend who actually cared.
I ain't hurting for the room. I genuinely wanted to make it right but I can't deal with ego and self righteousness
Lol I mean the coli dead and I barely even be on here at this point. I'm just hanging around now cause I wanna do the right thing, but if it's gonna be this way I'll just log off for good. I just want nikkas to feel this way in 6 months when they miss me and I don't care anymore.
I'll give it until July then I'm ghosting the coli and everybody associated to it. I'll just close the chapter completely
I ain't hurting for the room. I genuinely wanted to make it right but I can't deal with ego and self righteousness
Lol I mean the coli dead and I barely even be on here at this point. I'm just hanging around now cause I wanna do the right thing, but if it's gonna be this way I'll just log off for good. I just want nikkas to feel this way in 6 months when they miss me and I don't care anymore.
I'll give it until July then I'm ghosting the coli and everybody associated to it. I'll just close the chapter completely
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I know a dude I met last year, me and him been chilling a lot. I admit I'm kinda envious of his family. Everybody seems so close and his house is always filled with people. I wish I was that fortunate to have a close fam like that lol. I wouldn't have to make my own family with friends if I did lol
I got 1000 people in my phone and but it aint the same. But maybe I need to.be grateful I can make friends easier than others
I got 1000 people in my phone and but it aint the same. But maybe I need to.be grateful I can make friends easier than others