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Tenchi Ryu

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Though you give a lot of love to me
Girl I know I'm not the only one you see
But he don't have to know


Oh its getting crazy
And I don't want to hurt my baby
And I know its supposed to be the last time for you and I
But let's not end this way
Just wait another day
 

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something just clicked in my head. I need to practice better self respect.

I can't keep letting emotions override the person I was raised to be. I know how to carry myself and I need to stick to that, creating shyt in you're head an running with it is not what men do.
I have to hold myself to a higher standard in how I handle myself in tough moments.

I won't disrespect myself again because it only leads to negative feelings and thoughts.
When you respect yourself you won't feel insecure and fill the need to lash out in emotions.


I also have to stop being a quitter. I need to learn be patient when things don't go my way when I want it too. That's a hard thing for me to kick because I go after what I want and the world isn't like that all the time.
I don't get what I want on my time and that can cause me to feel away, but that is where self respect comes from. I shouldn't feel less than or used because the decisions of others.

I mean a lot of so called friends are only there for a season and I have to respect myself that I know all things come to a end and it isnt a reflection on me

But I guess a human part of me wishes it could have been different.

But I guess this is all growth. I learned a lot of things from past experiences and I guess I gotta keep gaining that knowledge

I'm so happy I learned what a good woman was and it took time. I figured out what I liked and didn't like. I don't even think about past situations because I now know it was beneath me and I wish I never even wasted the time but I guess i had to learn good from bad.

I also realize that I don't talk negatively about people to others but for some people gossiping about others is an ego boost for their small minds. I don't have to demonize others or hurt them to make myself feel good.
You never will hear about me talking behind other peoples backs and being messy in other people's affairs.

I have my weak moments but im def pure of hurt and have good character. Once I learn to not get worked up over shyt that I care about, my weak moments will disappear

I'm good within myself and I don't have to explain or prove it anymore. I won't fold against the odds any longer and i'm gonna try my hardest to control how I feel. It's what I think that's the problem.
 

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I miss the old school grandma’s

The ones who smoked ‘ports and kool’s (even tho mines smoked Marlboro)

Sitting on the porch listening to the oldies
I love old people and old school music. I want to play backgammon, cards, and just talk smack and sing old songs. And I talk smack to anyone of any age "Listen, I don't want to have to take your social security money, but I will".
 
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