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ThaRealness

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My dad planted this seed when I was a kid.

One day we were all said "Dad you a lame" :troll:

He said "False. I was cool, but only for about 2 years"

That statement stuck with me in the worst way. I always felt like nothing would last. If I was killing it with music.... I was in a zone, and that zone never lasted more then 2 weeks.

There will be times where I think I lost my spark as a producer. I always get it back.

Last year I got a lot of p*ssy. I stopped getting matches on Tinder. Now Im thinking "my days of female success are over. Find a girlfriend or think about your career."

Im done with the scraps. Its all or nothing. If Im a hip hop producer... I'm a hip hop producer every motherfukking day.


different seasons send me different signals and Im tired of this shyt. Im a musician. Im a scriptwriter. Im attractive. Im unattractive. I cant do this anymore.
 

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I have so much hatred. I was like that from a young age. I dont hate other people... just myself. I feel like my entire life up until this moment was simulated and I gotta clean up this mess.

How is this really a person that exists on the planet? Just mad and jealous all the time. Thought he had asthma, then the doc says his lungs are great. No its Vocal chord disorder. So the cure for this shyt is I talk to some fruity asian dude and he tells me a couple vocal exercises. They never worked. I dont have asthma but I wake up struggling for breath every day.

Imagine just waking up in pain every day.

Being addicted to 3 drugs.

And having no ability to even entertain doing anything but making beats. But then you cant even do that all the time because you lose inspiration, have no focus, and spend half the day sorting through your insecurities. This shyt is wild out of control :dead:
 

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It just dawned on me that this weekend was MDW culminating in today, I thought it was next.

I will be broiling short ribs. I’m proud of how much I’ve stopped wasting food, esp potatoes and other staples.
 
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