Horrible year. Grandma is dying alone in the hospital. No one can be with her because of covid-19. Life feels surreal at times.
crazy how things can change so much. Doctors told us she would pass by night, that her death was imminent. She wasn’t lucid and could only stutter and make noise. Heart attack and stroke and this is like her 6th stroke smh. Doctors told us that her heart is at 20% capacity, and that she’d only survive if she became lucid again(she couldn’t remember who she was and couldn’t talk), which they didn’t see happening. We said our goodbyes last night over the phone she could only make noise in response. This morning expected the call telling me she was dead. Instead she was lucid this morning asked my dad when she was coming home. God. We all prayed yesterday.
Not out of the woods yet, but I’m hopeful.