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Exactly where my head has been at for some years now since the last decade, like 2012. I feel like I'm living just to lose and eventually die. 20 or 15 years ago, I used to get up in the morning or go to sleep with hope for a better tomorrow or that I would find that part inside me that i lost as a child and has been MIA that would make me feel normal or complete. It's why I started drawing again and taking guitar lessons. At 33, that mindset has been gone completely because I know I won't find it now. I'm not truly happy on the inside and dont think I ever will be. It's like what is my purpose and what am I living for aside from dying one day. shyt is fukked up.

Either my brain is damaged or something but I dont feel right. I should have never took that zoloft 7 years ago. 6 months of that shyt and I think that shyt really made me worse.
 
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Woo woo....ready for this
 

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Dating/relationships is hard for me cuz I go 0 to 100 over a woman when we first get close and then get bored after 3 to 6 months
 

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Dating/relationships is hard for me cuz I go 0 to 100 over a woman when we first get close and then get bored after 3 to 6 months
Basically that’s the whole generation

folks dating cause they feel they supposed to. Sad truth is lotta folks better off being alone...they operate better that way
 

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Basically that’s the whole generation

folks dating cause they feel they supposed to. Sad truth is lotta folks better off being alone...they operate better that way
And the never learn because they don't ever give themselves the actual time to learn about who they are and what they want for themselves
 

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Basically that’s the whole generation

folks dating cause they feel they supposed to. Sad truth is lotta folks better off being alone...they operate better that way
Yeah a lot of people just need a friend fr not exactly a lover
And the never learn because they don't ever give themselves the actual time to learn about who they are and what they want for themselves
True. Learning what you want is key. Imma just start telling women I want only the coochie or a quick one to three months

I ain’t got time for much else rn
 
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