This type of thinking is so patheticI read a quote on youtube, I slightly remixed it but Im living by it in 2020
YOU can never be comfortable. There is never a point where you've made it, a point where your position is so solidified that you don't need to worry, or, that you don't need to work. The more you learn, the more you become aware of how much you don't know.
People who think like this are never happy and suicidal
Always sad and self conscious
Always looking at what the next man has and trying to compete
Man praise be to have a father that gave discipline and made me my own man
Never seeking a sensei