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Pazzy

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I spent almost my whole life fighting because of...........and I'd be lying I didnt say that I'm exhausted. It's one reason why I have a hard time sleeping, anxious and have to isolate myself from people because I'm literally in fight mode all the time.

I'm tired.... I'm tired of always fighting and having to be ready for shyt to pop off. I'm fukking tired. I'm getting greys in my beard and mustache from that shyt too.


The day that I can rest and feel free without having to worry about shyt or having to have my guard up without having to worry about being hurt or whatever issue. shyt fukking sucks. I feel that each time I try to find that place of peace or nirvana, I'm pretty much have another fight popping up right in my face. shyt is fukked up. Cant show no vulnerability, any emotions and etc. I feel like Fresh from the movie Fresh.

When i say fight, I'm talking about a struggle or another problem or just fukking surviving life.
 
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Prynce

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I'm not against love or relationships but I feel the concept of belonging to solely one person for life as oppressive

It's a complex feeling that I don't want to qualify as a virtue or vice and it might be very selfish

But a perfect love to me would be me with a woman I love and adore but I have friends on the side

Maybe that's me wanting to have my cake and eat it too but I mean that's how I feel
 

phcitywarrior

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Why you say this??!?:manny:

Just been reading through some threads and there's just a lot of negativity. People can't even come here and joke around like before. When I first found the Coli I used to laugh daily at the threads and such. Now, not as much. I still enjoy it, but in a different capacity :ld:
 

Turk

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White people still ain't forgave Mike Vick for them dog cases but we have black people out here forgiving cacs for cold blooded murders :unimpressed:

It pains me to say that but black people will never collectively get anywhere in my lifetime as long as this docile, weak ass, turn the other cheek mentality remains in tact :unimpressed:
 

Tenchi Ryu

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Pulled up on the side of your bytch, she wouldn't stop looking
That bytch good as tooken, good as gone
I guarantee tonight my nikka, that bytch ain't coming home
I got money to count
I got bytches to fukk
I got packs to flip
Pistols to bust
When I was small, I ain't have nothing
Started selling dope, and prayed to God for a plug
He showed up and said


GET PAID YOUNG nikka, GET PAID
Whatever you do make sure you get PAID
 
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