The one thing I hate about having depression is when you're in an episode and you're fighting against your thoughts. I feel so fukking EMPTY, sad, annoyed and no one is there for me. Of course that's not true...maybe not completely, but you can't shake the thought anyway. I want to be alone. Sleep for a couple days. Cry for a couple nights. Sometimes if it's real bad, I don't want to wake up at all and that's more so as to not have to face life/responsibility. The thought of knowing none of this shyt is going away any time soon, just sucks right now
*sigh* Be depressed, brehs.