My ex girlfriend alway rode or died w me. She made me choose between her and everything else.
Since our severence, ive focused on work, travel (water front vacay home in the motherland i visit fiscally, go to different time zones every other month for leisure), acquired a mangerial position with stupendous pay, have all the toys and garments i could ever want... dated tons... but none of them compare to her. Life doesnt compare to when i had little but only her in my life. It was worlds more fulfilling being in love with somebody that reciprocated it.
Grass turned out to be burnt and lifeless on the otherside.
Now i dont even interact w my friends as much as they either moved away, prioritized family life, etc.
I have everything an established young guy could ever want... but its so lonely at the top.
If i could get her back, id trade it all. Yes fab.
So fukkin lonely at the top...
My only solace in this world is my house music collection. If i didnt have it... id prolly blow my fukkin brains out.
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