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Think I'm finna kill myself soon :manny:

My ex called randomly and we talked for 2 hours tonight and realized I dont even want her anymore. I had 3 good years with her but I dont think I'll ever love someone like that again but can never love her the same. I just dont want anything. I feel like since after my dog died 2 months ago I dont even feel bad about dying cause my family treats me like a black sheep even tho I'm the only one whose independent from my siblings, the only thing family calls for is money and I'm the bad guy to turn them down. My friends are dead or gone everyone else I know I just consider an acquaintance. Idk where to turn no more besides the bottle..
 

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Think I'm finna kill myself soon :manny:

My ex called randomly and we talked for 2 hours tonight and realized I dont even want her anymore. I had 3 good years with her but I dont think I'll ever love someone like that again but can never love her the same. I just dont want anything. I feel like since after my dog died 2 months ago I dont even feel bad about dying cause my family treats me like a black sheep even tho I'm the only one whose independent from my siblings, the only thing family calls for is money and I'm the bad guy to turn them down. My friends are dead or gone everyone else I know I just consider an acquaintance. Idk where to turn no more besides the bottle..

This is never the answer, Fam.

I don’t know you or what you’re going through but I do know that we are all battling something. Things will never be perfect but that doesn’t mean they can’t get better. I can also tell you from experience that alcohol will only make things worse.

Talk to someone. Anyone.

I’m also here as well if you need to vent.
 

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Think I'm finna kill myself soon :manny:

My ex called randomly and we talked for 2 hours tonight and realized I dont even want her anymore. I had 3 good years with her but I dont think I'll ever love someone like that again but can never love her the same. I just dont want anything. I feel like since after my dog died 2 months ago I dont even feel bad about dying cause my family treats me like a black sheep even tho I'm the only one whose independent from my siblings, the only thing family calls for is money and I'm the bad guy to turn them down. My friends are dead or gone everyone else I know I just consider an acquaintance. Idk where to turn no more besides the bottle..
How old are you dog
 

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Think I'm finna kill myself soon :manny:

My ex called randomly and we talked for 2 hours tonight and realized I dont even want her anymore. I had 3 good years with her but I dont think I'll ever love someone like that again but can never love her the same. I just dont want anything. I feel like since after my dog died 2 months ago I dont even feel bad about dying cause my family treats me like a black sheep even tho I'm the only one whose independent from my siblings, the only thing family calls for is money and I'm the bad guy to turn them down. My friends are dead or gone everyone else I know I just consider an acquaintance. Idk where to turn no more besides the bottle..
:wow:

i aint een gone give you the spiel...just wanna say I understand and hope you find peace
 

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Went to the club for the first time in years to show my cousins from NY a good time, we got a section and everything. I had a freaking blast and the amount of bad chicks that was trying to get in my section was :damn: :wow:. That nightlife is addictive, glad I do this every once in a while.
 

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is it guaranteed that every summer you just have a few melancholy type days that you don't get enough sleep, sapped of energy and just feel out of sync in general but after that you just bounce back ready ? i've had mine this weekend while being disgustingly horny to be honest. an odd mix. it's the weather.
 
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