My unhappiness seems so easy to fix and yet so hard
I care about love and relationships but It's not the end all or be all for my life
I can accept the nature of people and how this game goes.
I made peace with that
But what makes me unhappy is not following my dreams but its so hard to find that dream.
I'm not a worker bee who does office work or manual labor. I really need to meet a mentor and pick their brain on how to create the life I want for myself
I work so hard to make other people proud but I don't feel happy. I have an idea of where I want to go in life but I have no idea how to even get there smh
I hate feeling stuck
I really wish life was like the movies where you meet one person who changes your life for the better. Cause a nikka feel like im just feeling my way around in the dark
This constant tension is driving me up a wall