Ive got a lot of positives and negatives in my life, but Im going sober and doing a program for depression and other shyt.
I had a wild ass month, fukked around with a nymphomaniac, dropped 2 tabs of acid and saw Killa Cam play out in Chicago. I got back into music and my shyt sounding harder then ever.
But none of this is sustainable. So much hatred and resentment and insecurity just boiling below the surface. I could still work 25 hours a week, get done with this program, quit nicotine and have money in my bank account. Then Imma really fukk things up