What’s sad is we we’re having a heart to heart conversation. I said I felt everything he felt. But in his explanation it was made clear he didn’t see me in the same light I did him.
I knew this. I knew what it was, still had a glimmer of hope that maybe he felt the same way. I knew the chances were slim but still had hope. Never shared how I felt cuz I feared that would ruin the friendship, just held my tongue and let things go as it was. And all that was for nothing. I’m a dumb ass.