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Lugubrious said:
Goin out tommorow night for the first time in a min for a homegirl bday

I lowkey don't wanna go cause I been WILD aggy lately and I see a fight in my future :mjcry:
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LOL same reason why I rarely go out. I'm ready to fight when I'm sober and chilling. I don't trust myself to be drunk in public and not get into an argument with someone. I stopped shooting myself in the foot by imagining myself having a good time. I see myself smiling, laughing, and enjoying the scene. I imagine myself getting into a confrontation and turning the other cheek. Breh, we gotta be accountable for the situations we end up in because we always have a choice. I choose to have a good time, be peaceful, enjoy my friends, but I reserve to smack all kinds of fire out of a bytch nikka.

unrelated post: Tinder is racist. I think all dating sites are racist. It's insulting to me as a twenty-something black man living in a major city- I get a bunch of white girls and I know there are hella brown girls in my city because I see them everyday. Why the fukk are minorities not getting equal representation on dating apps? I'm trying to fukk non white girls. I don't even want a mixed girl. I want a normal ass brown girl who lived a hard life. fukk all these half white, preppy, fake Japanese girls that aren't even black. Where the hood at on tinder? lol, I'm professional at work, these square ass girls are so boring I don't want to fukk them.

I understand. When I was fresh out the hood I tried to fit in too. I know what it's like to be one of few black people in a white space. nikkas need to stop fronting and be secure in their identity no matter where they are. The moment I decided to fly my nikka flag 24/7 I became more comfortable and confident. Minorities have to accept, especially black people, we must accept people find us acceptable. Doesn't matter what college or community we're a part off.

The more in touch I get with my African identity the more independent I become. I'm actually happy. I quit my job and I don't think I'll ever get another job. I'm over working for white people in white spaces. I don't care if people think I sell drugs or rap because I don't have a job. My rent and bills get paid in cash, on time, and I live in one of those most expensive areas in the country. I refuse to kiss white ass ever again. at 28, I can't do it. I really feel my ancestors telling me to stand up for them. I'd rather work hard all day for myself and make enough than work for a racist and have more than I need. I've always made more money than I need because I worked at the top of my field. I like being contractor because I work when I want to work and for who I want to work for. I set my own rates too. I got jobs booked until January of next year and I've been a contractor for 2 months, maybe 3.

People tell me my anger and pride will be the reason I fail. They don't understand a black man. My pride and anger propel me to push through the struggle. I don't feel pain all I feel is weakness leaving my body. I don't get hungry I get busy.
 
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