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I’m really starting to think i’m socially retarded or something
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I’m 19 have no close friends irl, have never had a boyfriend, have no social media other than to laugh at memes and funny shyt, still a virgin and I don’t see anything changing in the near future. I’m too much of a recluse and homebody to actually socialize with people to the point of forging a tangible relationship. I’m surrounded by people at college but I can go days, maybe even weeks at a time without actually having a conversation with someone irl.

I feel like i’m missing out on my youth
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I look at social media and I be how the hell does one even become popular or be a hoe? How do you come into contact with that many people? How do you talk to all those people? Get to know all those people?
:mindblown:

I really should have gained some social skills or something in school because I feel like being a loner all my life is gone backfire hard. It’s really already happening.
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I’m really starting to think i’m socially retarded or something
:snoop:

I’m 19 have no close friends irl, have never had a boyfriend, have no social media other than to laugh at memes and funny shyt, still a virgin and I don’t see anything changing in the near future. I’m too much of a recluse and homebody to actually socialize with people to the point of forging a tangible relationship. I’m surrounded by people at college but I can go days, maybe even weeks at a time without actually having a conversation with someone irl.

I feel like i’m missing out on my youth
:mjcry:

I look at social media and I be how the hell does one even become popular or be a hoe? How do you come into contact with that many people? How do you talk to all those people? Get to know all those people?
:mindblown:

I really should have gained some social skills or something in school because I feel like being a loner all my life is gone backfire hard. It’s really already happening.
:snoop:
Aint shyt wrong with being 19 & a virgin. lol Please don't measure/compare yourself to other folks and what they are doing.
You have time for a boyfriend/husband, sex, social media, friends, all that.
You don't need a lot of friends. Maybe 1 or 2. Too many people in your personal space will set you up anyway.
 
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Aint shyt wrong with being 19 & a virgin. lol Please don't measure/compare yourself to other folks and what they are doing.
You have time for a boyfriend/husband, sex, social media, friends, all that.
You don't need a lot of friends. Maybe 1 or 2. Too many people in your personal space will set you up anyway.

I know but it does get hard when the only couple of people i’d call friends, even though we aint close... they just text me when they need a paper written, clown me for being a virgin.

Even my own cousins have clowned me
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It aint even just the virginity part tho, just the feeling of naturally being a loner and missing out on the prime of my life
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Freshman year of college is pretty much over and I know this is virtually the last years of my life i’ll be surrounded by people my own age that have so much free time. It’s like either I take advantage now or never, but I still can’t. I’m reclusive by nature and I just feel like the time is gone pass me by and i’ll just be full of regrets.

Like my life is gone be one big “what if” scenario
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I’m really starting to think i’m socially retarded or something
:snoop:

I’m 19 have no close friends irl, have never had a boyfriend, have no social media other than to laugh at memes and funny shyt, still a virgin and I don’t see anything changing in the near future. I’m too much of a recluse and homebody to actually socialize with people to the point of forging a tangible relationship. I’m surrounded by people at college but I can go days, maybe even weeks at a time without actually having a conversation with someone irl.

I feel like i’m missing out on my youth
:mjcry:

I look at social media and I be how the hell does one even become popular or be a hoe? How do you come into contact with that many people? How do you talk to all those people? Get to know all those people?
:mindblown:

I really should have gained some social skills or something in school because I feel like being a loner all my life is gone backfire hard. It’s really already happening.
:snoop:

I like you.

Most of your peers are cogs waiting to become apart of a machine that runs on nothing but pretentiousness and selfishness. You're alone because you see the bullshyt and correctly interpret the goings on as foolishness unlike a good majority of the women on here, there's protection and acceptance within a herd versus the vulnerability and struggle one adopts going against the grain. I applaud the ones who don't bend the knee.

You're young, observant and intelligent..I have no doubt that you'll attract others into your orbit to where like minds will meld and allow you to flourish socially. Patience is a virtue however because I don't know of too many who're that mature to recognize this sham of a society as it is.
 
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