This is a bitter sweet moment for me. I just got my confirmation I'm graduating this year and I feel like I should be excited but I feel regret.
I feel regret because all of 2016 and half of 2017 I had my head up my ass. I wasted a lot of time doing something that I see now was never worth it. I could of spent that time working harder, establishing myself more and chasing better things. Now in the blink of an eye my college days are almost over and I feel like I wasted them. I can't even be mad at anybody cause I did it to myself. I wouldn't listen and now all I have is I should of taken more advantaged. But a pity party isn't gonna do shyt for me now.
I'm 24 and a college grad. I don't want to waste the rest of my 20's on stupid shyt and I don't want to waste it on things or people that Im better than. I missed all of 22 and 23 being a dumbass worried about the wrong shyt. I won't miss the next phase in my life I promise that to myself.
I gotta get off my ass and bust a move this summer. I can't keep playing around cause this will be my last opportunity to do this.
