Met a girl. Went on date within minutes of meeting her. Didn't spend any money, I actually made money(hahaha), and we're going out again tomorrow. Got a hood rat on hold, and the woman I might marry on the back burner. I have 3 kitchens in a bidding war for my services right now. It's kind of funny, I'm not a chef and I haven't finished school yet. I didn't apply for any of the jobs either.
I've made a name for myself in this town. I did it on my own too. I don't have friends and I work alone. I'm very grateful. God is good. So are the handful of people who support me.
I want to make it for them so it was worth it for them. I can't let the people who fukk with me down.
I spent many years trying to be who people wanted me to be so I could have friends. I lost everything when I decided to discover myself, and it was worth it. Whoever likes me now, like me for me, and that's important to me.
I cant be the perfect son, poster, black man, chef, American, etc. All I can do is be myself. I suck at that too, LMAO.
I'm sensitive, moody, I want attention and I don't at the same time. LOL liking me is hard, I know, but I'm a ride or die. I don't judge my loved ones. My love is unconditional and I will catch a felony for the few people I love.
LOL I really want to get a cry baby tattoo and tattoo tears on my face. I'm getting my first this year. When and what is the question.