I fukking hate everybody passionately. This thread proves why I don't fukk with anyone. This man is 49yos and broke as fukk. I started my life as an orphan. I had my own business by 20. I owned my first Benz I bought all cash bout the same age. I got into a top 3 university. I used to make 300 dollars a month and live with my mom. Nobody believed in me, that's still true. Nobody likes me, that's still true. So I did this shyt all by myself the hardest way. I haven't relied on anyone for shelter, food or work, for ten years. I'm in great shape, I live in one the most expensive neighborhoods in the city, I own my Benz, I have my dream job, my savings is no joke, I have a 401k, and I'm hoping to finish to college within a couples years. It's funny to me that people act like I haven't accomplished anything because they don't like me.
It's cool though, hahaha, thing is, I came up being my own best friend, so it's nothing as an adult. I just laugh when I put on Polo draws, custom clothes, drive a Benz I own to my dream house from my dream job, and then I look at my body, consider my age, and laugh. nikka I won by a landslide. I feel like I'm living my third life already.
Only reason I go so fukking hard because people told me I wouldn't be shyt because I didn't have family like other people. I got a late start in life on everything. I moved around a lot so I didn't have friends like that.
I used the stones thrown at me to build a castle. I used to do it prove people wrong, now I do it for my future kids. I want them to have everything I don't. That's love in their life. They're going to have wonder how I feel about them, because no matter who they choose be I'm going to be right beside them.
No child should have to walk alone in this fukking snake's nest. It takes some pure savagery to survive. People wonder why I move like a snake. I have to. Only advantage I have is surprise. And when I spring my traps I have to destroy completely. I'm a charming motherfukker, but trust me I'm always assessing weaknesses and running game. I have no problem ruining someone if it benefits me. Life isn't a team sport to me and we are not equal. I won't stab anyone in the back, but I'll definitely stab them and enjoy it. I like to watch the look in people's eyes when they realize I did them dirty and there's nothing they can do about it.
I learned to play the game from how people treated me. I just give it back without pretending I'm not doing it. I embrace it and go all the way in. I don't sleep well at night and I'm probably going to hell. It's cool though, we all are.