I could take advantage of this girl, but I'm not. She just broke up with her man. As the tears formed in her eyes I started scheming, hahaha, I am a savage. I had to look away so she wouldn't see the look on my face. I decided she's cool, I like her as a friend, and I'm going to respect that boundary. But! if I were a young savage it'd be a wrap. I've made a lot of bad decisions involving women, I know playing that card can turn out bad. There's always more girls on deck.
I got my butt grabbed 3 times tonight. These girls need to relax. If a man was grabbing booties he'd get locked up. #metoo
I'm drawn to extremes. Free spirits or career women. I wish I could find a mixture of the two, a career woman who could chill, or a free spirit who could be serious when it matters.
Dating and fukking are two different things, finding a girl to smash is easy, finding a girl to date is hard. I'm not trying to date a girl I was smashing. I want to build a relationship in a respectful way. I don't want to get tired of fukking multiple people and pick my favorite. Or act like I'm cool with her being public property if I'm smashing. I'm too old for that game.