Welp, got into it again with him today. I need to vent.
Number 1. Dont you ever fukking blame me for the decisions YOU made.
Number 2. If you hadnt met me, 9 times out of 10. You most likely would still be in the same situation: living with your ex and being miserable while not even trying to make a difference in your life.
Number 3. Apparently, me researching work at home jobs, and making sure theyre legitmate is not enough. I tell you what you need to do everytime and its the same shyt. Im tired of it. I get it that youre disabled(stabbed 9 times if anyones going to ask, yes, he can still use his limbs and walk, etc), but fukk. You cant expect me to do fukking everything for you.
Number 4. Dont get mad at me for not believing you. You say youll do something or wont do it again, etc. And you barely follow through, but wanna get defensive when i say i dont believe whay you say. If your actions ainy matching up to your words, of course im skeptical of what you say.
Yall...im just so fed up and tired. Im sorry, i needed to vent. I wonder if im wrong for even feeling this way.