I didn;t have my id or ATM card when I went to the bank. Still got my check cashed because I'm charming as fukk. Bought all the parts for my new toy, pay a bill, put some away, scheduled my haircut for tomorrow, and called to confirm my fitting. I also got a good five mile work out in all before 930am. I don't understand why people are so fukking lazy and then complain about what their life looks life. All the successful people I know think the day ends at 10am. You gotta be on your horse, I try to be up with the sun, doing something. Even if it's just praying, I just try to wake up early and do something productive.
LOL, I think I'm going to hire a cleaning lady. I clean at work all the time, my house isn't dirty, but I don't want to clean anything, but I do. Cleaning ladies ain't even expensive. She's going to do my laundry, clean my room, and take out the trash. I might hire a personal assistant again. I can afford it again and my ADHD makes it really hard for me to do shyt I find boring like cleaning my room.
People don't understand ADHD, it's not what people think. I have no problem focusing for long periods of time. What I can't do is sit the fukk still or do something boring. I literally feel like I'm fukking dying if I'm bored or sitting still. I get really angry. It's crazy. I have to be moving and I need to be challenged to be calm. I need stimulation because my brain's chemical balance is all fukked up so I am a thrill seeker.
I seek out dangerous situations because they're stimulating to me and it calms me down. I really hope my kids don't have ADHD. It makes life hella hard because think we're all crazy, because they don't understand how ADHD expresses itself in different ways. I'm not hyper. I'm a calm person, and I can focus, in fact, I hyperfocus, and at times I can remember everything in detail without attempting to, but I can't ignore anything. I'm aware of everything that's going on and nothing has my complete focus and when it does I can't stop focusing on it.
Simply put I cannot be bored or I throw a temper tantrum.