I got a little fan base on the gram by accident. Ironically, all I did was stop being self-conscious. I really only post shyt I really fukk with now. And I'm building a little following. It's all kids too. I always check profiles before I add anyone. The sad boy movement is about to pop off. I've been emo for over 20 years and it's usually caused me a lot of pain. I actually might be winning is a little bit here.
The kids fukk with me because I fukk with them. I see where their hearts are at and mine is in the same place.
Old people get set in their ways and they can't connect with the youth because they judge everything. I do too, but I try to understand and I don't condemn.
I feel so bad for these young men out here. They're really going through it and they want to talk about it, but my generation is too gangster to listen. It's caused a disconnect.
I'm a weird ass nikka, so I'm all about building bridges. I love all weirdos, I really do, weirdos adopted me as a kid and let me be myself.
Typically when I talk to a young person I listen to everything they say. I don't say much. They aren't asking for much other than to be heard.
I like adults, but I hate adults too. They're far too narrow about everything. That's why I seem odd, I'm open to everything, and I'm always changing with my interests. I like pushing boundaries and buttons. I've paid a high price for being self-indulgent, but it's paid off I think.
Even when I feel my saddest I'm still confident. It's the oddest thing. I'll be writing my will and something tells me to give it another few months. I know God is real. That ain't my inner voice. My inner voice is a fukking hater, lol, real talk.
I know I'm here for a reason, although I may not value my life, a higher power does, so whatever I'm here to do is important. Maybe not to the world or myself, but hell, I might save one life, and that life might change the world. Who the fukk knows?
Carry on, like flights I carry on, with this pain inside my chest I have no choice but to carry on.
- He Who Must Not Be Named