I'm smoking again. I bought two zips of some fiyah from the homies. LOL I feel so old. People smoking hella joints and backwoods. When I stopped people smoked swishers. I gotta buy or build a bong. I prefer water pipes. This is nice man. I can't front. I had a really stressful day. I came home. Smoked a little. I feel really calm. My mind isn't racing. I laughed a lot. I feel really comfortable.
The real reason I stopped smoking weed because I was selling drugs and doing them. I sold weed and I did blow. The homies got caught up shyt got very real. I almost died a few times. I also was trying to play sports so I had to stop all of that shyt. No hustling and no using. I've been clean for years. My doctor and therapist recommended cannibus for my depression, anxiety, lack of appetite, and lack of sleep.
I haven't been this hungry in ages. Usually I don't get hungry for days. I ride my bike almost ten miles a day. I work out too. So I should be hungry. But i don't get hungry. That's why my body is fukked up. I don't eat like a normal person.
LOL I'm really looking forward to eating. I feel so good and open to shyt right now I'm watching ATL. I hate Donald Glover, but I love this show!
It's nice to be calm for once. I am alays worked up. No wonder people who smoke are super chill. I get it. I used to smoke to balance out my coke high. I was never a stoner. or I'd smoke because the big homies did.
I'm definitely digging this. I don't like drinking because I lose control of myself and crazy shyt happens. Last two times I got really drunk I ended crashing my car, I almost fought a cop, and I almost cut off my big toe. I also got naked and around lake merritt and eventually jumped in.
@Prima Donna LOL yeah that grimey ass lake. I was naked in that shyt. The broken glass at the bottom of the lake almost cut my toe off. I was so drunk I ddin't realize I was cut badly or bleeding until I took my sock off.
I don't even feel this good after sex. Sex is actually really stressful for me. I don't fall asleep after. I just try to figure out how to sneak out the spot without being noticed with all my clothing. I've yet to successfully leave with all my clothing. HAHAHA.
There's a great technique I learned for sneaking out from under a girl who's fallen asleep in my arms.
