It's time to switch it up to more conservative chicks. I've dated every kind of artsy hippy the city has to offer. I think I want to date a normal girl who does boring shyt. HAHAHA, I can't be dating the same kind of girls forever. I'm almost 30 and I go through the same shyt with the same type of girls over and over.
Normal girls fukk with me but I keep them on the back burner because I'm juggling a gang of unicorns. It always ends the same way for me because I make the same decisions every time. I have options I just make the wrong choices. My extremism has leaked into my romantic life and it's a problem.
LMAO maybe I'm fukked up. It's hard for me to date a girl who isn't exciting or hella interesting to me. I get bored so easily I end up dating puzzles or girls who play serious mind games and it's a problem. I don't think all girls are crazy, though most the girls I dated are crazy. The normal girls I dated I remember getting so bored I'd get mad and sabotage the shyt or lie a lot. I don't lie because I'm doing shady shyt I lie because I don't think I can be honest about who I am with a nice person.
I'm not a bad person but I did a lot of foul shyt. I'm not proud of it, but life is a bytch, and I can't control everything.
Nice people are fragile too. I don't know I'm being mean most of the time. I don't mean to ignore everyone I'm just distracted all the time. Having my full attention is annoying and nearly impossible. I obsess over things and when something has my full attention I'm obsessed with it.
I don't like feeling the star of the relationship. I like to date girls that are cooler or better than me so I can do me. I don't like when a girl is so obsessed with me she ignores herself. I got me and when I want attention I'll come get attention. I don't need a mom or a sponsor.