I hate everybody so much. I look forward to the end of the world. Sometimes I want to cause people a lot of pain so they can feel how I feel all the time, for my entire life.
One day I'll be the only person on Earth and then I can laugh and feel safe. I try to like people, I really do, but I get vibes and in time my feelings are confirmed. Everybody is shady, even your mom, everybody is running game. I hate it so much, everything is a negotiation, whatever happened to helping someone out?
I am the worst the person I've ever met but I''m also the best person I've ever met. I hate everybody a lot, but I hate myself more than I ever let on. I've lived too fast, I've loved too much, and I'll die too young.
I just want us to do better as a species. That's why I get in my feelings about shyt. We are failing as a species due to how we treat each other. We have multiple opportunities a day to be better people and we choose to be shyt bags. Buddha said to be kind whenever possible and it's always possible to be kind. The nikka is right though. I read that a few months ago and it changed me. It's always possible to be a kind, to be a better person, and it starts with considering being kind.
I am a scumbag I'm not going to front, but I have been trying to be kind whenever possible. I've done a lot of spiritual growth recently and like, it sucks man, to realize through my studies people are who they choose to be, you feel me. I have decided to be a kinder person and try to heal some of the wounds we share as a species.
More people need get on this wave. And really believe in it. It's super positive and its tight to be nice. I love it, it's way easier than being a scumbag. The only time being kind is hard for me is when I see the snakes trying to run game or doing evil. One day I hope the righteous out-number the evil. We have to do better as a species. shyt is fukked up man. All the way fukked up.
Be fukking kind whenever possible you motherfukkers. I am fukking trying, ya'll gotta try too, bytches.