Essential The Locker Room's Random Thoughts

[Pazzy]

Love this record.

2018 will mark 20 years since I've been depressed and first had ocd. It will also mark 20 years when I realized that I was gay and somersaulted right into the closet. Only to pull myself out in 12 years later trying to regain what I lost. My life has been on a decline since 1998 and I haven't recovered since. Don't think I ever will. I'm basically screwed for life. Hooray to me.

Somehow through all of that, I haven't turned to hard drugs, abusing alcohol and haven't even attempted suicide. Im facing this shyt head on alone so the pain is fresh. I feel numb and apathetic but I just wonder if those that know me know I'm not well or going through hell without me saying it. It would be nice to know that someone gets it. Today fukking sucks. fukk thanksgiving. I need a hug.

For some strange reason, I feel like a total shadow of my former self. Feeling dead inside.

 

[Pazzy]

 

[Kokoro]

Chugging that alcohol on a half full stomach wasntvthe smartest move

Oh well lol

 

[Prynce]

 

[QueenSheba]

He's so dreamy.

 

[Chubbs]

Chugging that alcohol on a half full stomach wasntvthe smartest move

Oh well lol

Try knocking back 10 shots of straight Jack on a empty stomach

 

[Tenchi Ryu]

Chugging that alcohol on a half full stomach wasntvthe smartest move

Oh well lol

We was cutting up

Judo must of spiked the eggnog

:mjhardlaugh:

 

[Aphrodite]

I have such a huge following of women who look up to me on my platforms. I should just become a full fledged feminist and spew non stop hate at men and go viral. That may open up doors. So many opportunities.

 

[Aphrodite]

Wow.

Down syndrome, alopecia and vitiligo @Princess Coco

 

[SeveroDrgnfli]

Some bytches get out of pocket when they're mad. You don't know a woman until you've seen her mad.

 

[The M.I.C.]

nikka done made a masterpiece with these greens

 

[SeveroDrgnfli]

If you want to leave GTFO bytch. IDGAF about your reasoning. Real talk. LMAO if you think you're sleeping in anything I pay for after being this disrespectful you forgot who you're talking to. How in the fukk does a discussion about one thing turn into a list of complaints? This is why I shut people down off top. A discussion and someone wanting to vent hella anger on me is some other shyt. I'm mad a lot but I do not sit on it and blow up on people.

I feel like I need to write down all the points she made to address them all. 1, one, uno. That's no more than one. 2 is not one. 10 is not one. I agreed to DISCUSS 1 thing. Not be interrogated and hear a laundry list of complaints.

I know you're just trying to hurt my feelings. You're lucky I'm not petty enough to play that game with you. I'm better at it than you. If I'm cold to people I love, imagine how I treat people when I want to hurt their feelings.

 

[Lo-Co]

Thats how you get arrested in my state

shyt. Don't want you singing locked up by akon.

 

[Lo-Co]

You know you got this fantasy about....
getting out of the life and, setting that the world on its ear....
What the fukk you gonna do, except hustle?
Besides pimpin... you ain't even got the stomach for that..

 

[SeveroDrgnfli]

LMAO watching Linkin Park perform with Jay Z reminds me why I listen to hella genres of music. This building is packed. The crowd is going bonkers and know every word of every song. Except for Jay's lyrics. Hip Hop forgets it's still not the dominant culture because hella people don't respect the art form. I love it. I could listen to rappers rap accapella for the rest of my life. I could listen to instrumental beats till I die. I love it and I get it. I respect it.

Many so called rap fans are only fans of pop culture and view rap as party music. They also view Hip-Hop as a party culture. They being many non black so called rap fans. Ironically party rap can be artful. Migos are definitely artists. What they do sonically with cadences is creative. I'm sure real heads know even if they don't connect with their music.

Heads need to push for Hip Hop and Rap education to be pushed all over the world. Shakespeare is fire. I love that guy. Big ups Poe, Frost, and Rossetti. But I cannot say that Poe was darker than Biggie Smalls or a more skilled writer. Frost can describe a moment in it's entirety. Nas wrote a story in reverse, made it rhyme, and vividly described a series of events in reverse.

Jay Z can say more in one bar than most musicians do on a whole album.