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all i can do is be positive at the end of the day. I was one of those people that needed people around me to hang out with listen to me vent so i didnt have to face myself in the mirror.
but. i dont need a lot of people in my life. I was trying to change who i was completely for external validation.
But someone on here said it well. if you rely on external validation for your own happiness you will be eaten alive.
for years i held off my happiness on conditions. i kept telling myself, "ill finally be happy once im in shape". But why should i wait until then? i could die tonight and everything could go down the drain.
its like, why cant I be king in my own eyes? why do i have to wait to fit a certain standard that society sets to have self worth?
 
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