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Recca Gatsby
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It is with no grand delusion one must accept that life IS pain. A daily test of your intestinal fortitude; physically, mentally, emotionally, and spiritually. It is up to you to sift through these hardships and acquire the worth--the reason, the great recompense. You can wallow in the pity of self and succumb to your own suffering, or you can strive on with the perseverance that you were also granted at birth. The choice is entirely up to you, the result may impact more . Just as one is with free will, in that same vein you are also with willpower.
Tenchi Ryu
Ashtray B!tch
Loot boxes are the cancer of gaming
Tenchi Ryu
Ashtray B!tch
The Need for Speed Discord channel hurt from that angry joe video
Yall shoud know better than to buy EA games
:drakesimpmode:
Yall shoud know better than to buy EA games
:drakesimpmode:
Hoodoo Child
The Urban Legend
im so depressed.. i blew through 3 grand gambling at the casino between friday and yesterday. i went 4 days in a row.
the worst was saturday and monday. i was at the casino for 10 hours saturday. i went with 700 and left with 300. went back sunday blew back the 300. then i went back yesterday after i got out of work. i’m so fukking dumb... here’s why
so i only brought 60 bucks with me. i lost 20. i put 20 into a machine.. got it up to 390 bucks, cashed out the ticket, tucked it away. put my last 20 in, got it up to 80. so i cashed out the ticket and got the 80 and played with that. told myself id leave once i ran out of that cash and would turn in my tickets when i was walking out
turned those 4 20 dollars into the following cash vouchers
80
80
90
70
so what does my dumb ass do? proceed to blow it all the back. i made over 10 times what i brought with me, over 700 bucks and lost it being greedy.
the worst was saturday and monday. i was at the casino for 10 hours saturday. i went with 700 and left with 300. went back sunday blew back the 300. then i went back yesterday after i got out of work. i’m so fukking dumb... here’s why
so i only brought 60 bucks with me. i lost 20. i put 20 into a machine.. got it up to 390 bucks, cashed out the ticket, tucked it away. put my last 20 in, got it up to 80. so i cashed out the ticket and got the 80 and played with that. told myself id leave once i ran out of that cash and would turn in my tickets when i was walking out
turned those 4 20 dollars into the following cash vouchers
80
80
90
70
so what does my dumb ass do? proceed to blow it all the back. i made over 10 times what i brought with me, over 700 bucks and lost it being greedy.
i have an addictive personality. it’s bad. real bad. i’m a recovering drug addict. i haven’t touched a drug (besides weed which i don’t even smoke anymore and haven’t for awhile) in like 10 years. it’s next to impossible for me to leave even when i’m up by a lot.
friday i won 370 bucks off of 5 dollars in a slot machine. if my boyfriend wasn’t with me i probably would’ve stayed and blew it all back.
it’s hard to explain or understand but i’m addicted to the feeling of winning that i end up blowing all my winnings back chasing after the next big win or a good bonus that will award me a big win.
Dang! You need him to probably keep you in check. You may even get mad at him/want to argue but it's for your best interest.
What are some of your interests/hobbies?
Tenchi Ryu
Ashtray B!tch
Get negged by 600,000
SIX HUNDRED THOUSAND people brehs
SIX HUNDRED THOUSAND people brehs
video games, reading (history, politics), movies and tv shows. that’s really about it.
and tbh i wouldn’t even of won that 370 bucks if i did listen to him. when i got the machine up to 28 bucks he says “you’re going to leave now right?” i said “no, it’s 20 bucks dude” then proceeded to hit 350 my next spin. then i left. but i do need to not go by myself. when i go by myself it’s like the outside world doesn’t exist, i just get stuck in it. i don’t answer my phone, lie about where i am, etc it’s actually a problem. gambling addiction is no joke
Hmm...
I don't know much about video games but I know the gamer stuff is big. Do they have anything where we can win money for playing video games?
Maybe you can develop your own game...loosely base it on your reality.
Maybe you can also channel the energy in blogging/doing reviews of music/movies/shows.
Write an autobiography...Start some chapters (but take it chapter by chapter and don't overwhelm yourself)
That energy/persistence can be channeled into something good.
Recca Gatsby
LWO
It look like it's about to snow
letti cook
Superstar
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