I need some help brehs and brehettes
So I stayed up till like 4 contemplating my life, why Im not where I wanna be, all of my flaws, my past and how it influences who I am today yadda yadda my life basically. Then I finally get to bed at like 4:30
Then I get fukking sleep paralysis at like 6:30! My demons are out to get me again, I was up all night/morning thinking about them and then they visit me again two hours later
Anxiety and depression. No fun to have. It sucks.
Whatever you do though. Don't take any of those ssri pills (prozac, zoloft etc) if you decide to go to a shrink and they prescribe you them. Just go to a plain old therapist instead who will help you refocus your life in terms of reaching your goals.
Anxiety will make you feel like youll never achieve shyt to the point where you may not want to start towards a goal like saving money towards a car or a place. You will make it though. Like what my therapist tells me, believe in yourself.
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I try to reset it to the factory settings and then it won't let me because iTunes is acting up 
so i find out that i gotta update iTunes to the recent version but the home computer won't let me install it. 
apparently iTunes on the computer is outdated some years. I spent all night trying to figure that shyt out and still didn't fix it now I'm at work again working off of less than two hours of sleep.
god damn, her hands are just :justwow: 
Why cant you?
