Essential The Locker Room's Random Thoughts
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I've been feeling like the universe just hates me and it doesn't want me to have shyt.
Cause deep down I know I ain't shyt. Even though know one got a bad thing to say about me in real life.
I don't deserve shyt.
I don't deserve a girlfriend
I don't deserve to have money.
I don't deserve to be happy.
I don't deserve to be healthy.
Maybe this is why I feel like so much hostility is being thrown my way lately.
There ain't nothing for me in this life other than working 7 days a week, smoking weed, and having fun on my skateboard.
This society doesn't want people like me to win.
I just be legit be feeling like a wandering monad.
I would say I feel depressed...just defeated.
Cause deep down I know I ain't shyt. Even though know one got a bad thing to say about me in real life.
I don't deserve shyt.
I don't deserve a girlfriend
I don't deserve to have money.
I don't deserve to be happy.
I don't deserve to be healthy.
Maybe this is why I feel like so much hostility is being thrown my way lately.
There ain't nothing for me in this life other than working 7 days a week, smoking weed, and having fun on my skateboard.
This society doesn't want people like me to win.
I just be legit be feeling like a wandering monad.
I would say I feel depressed...just defeated.
So we have revamped a podcast that I started back in the day (shout to Chilly Chuck and Emily). While we’re learning on the job, I can stand fully behind the messaging and content that we present every Saturday. As a show consisting of primarily “African Americans”, we are able to provide a voice from regular folks who are alert, passionate, and are willing to lend a voice to topics in our culture and society that are in dire need of dialogue.
Bias aside, we just completed my favorite episode thus far, but each and every week, myself and a varying panel of people who take the time to call in and speak on issues for 2 hours, deal with an assortment of situations that require real ass nicca talk. We can’t only address issues in the Barbershop or Hair Salon…we need to make this mainstream. We can’t only chop these issues up on our personal time with our close friends, colleagues, or associates…the enormity of our current days and times require a perspective inherently derivative of our common and collective experience.
While I appreciate our growth (and BIG SHOUT to all of the followers we’ve gained via Facebook, Twitter, Instagram, and other social media platforms), I would hope that the greater Podcast community would embrace a show dedicated to a point of view that is wholly needed, especially in this day and age.
Thanks to all of the individuals who have called in to support the show….respect to those who I speak with candidly on our show’s growth and vitality…but more importantly, BIG UPS to all of us who live in this chaotic new normal and make things happen to facilitate the livelihoods of our community.
A show for the People, by the People.
You have every reason to support our show. If you have to find a reason not to, I hope your black friend helps you justify that.
Respectfully,
O
Bias aside, we just completed my favorite episode thus far, but each and every week, myself and a varying panel of people who take the time to call in and speak on issues for 2 hours, deal with an assortment of situations that require real ass nicca talk. We can’t only address issues in the Barbershop or Hair Salon…we need to make this mainstream. We can’t only chop these issues up on our personal time with our close friends, colleagues, or associates…the enormity of our current days and times require a perspective inherently derivative of our common and collective experience.
While I appreciate our growth (and BIG SHOUT to all of the followers we’ve gained via Facebook, Twitter, Instagram, and other social media platforms), I would hope that the greater Podcast community would embrace a show dedicated to a point of view that is wholly needed, especially in this day and age.
Thanks to all of the individuals who have called in to support the show….respect to those who I speak with candidly on our show’s growth and vitality…but more importantly, BIG UPS to all of us who live in this chaotic new normal and make things happen to facilitate the livelihoods of our community.
A show for the People, by the People.
You have every reason to support our show. If you have to find a reason not to, I hope your black friend helps you justify that.
Respectfully,
O
I'm so much more than what I show people but oh well. I know. I wish the world could realize that. I'm not a bad guy. I'm one of the good guys. My fear is that society already sees me as one of the badguys when I'm just trying to do whatever I can to save this world.
I wish people would realize there's more to me than meets the eye.
I wish people would realize there's more to me than meets the eye.
Tenchi Ryu
Ashtray B!tch
You ain't even my girl
Do you just how you like it
We can travel around the world
I know he ain't gonn' like it
Me and her used to fukk around
She still callin'
Ya'll don't even talk no more
She still callin'
Say, we the topic that they talk about
Still callin'
Me and her still fukk around
She still callin'
Do you just how you like it
We can travel around the world
I know he ain't gonn' like it
Me and her used to fukk around
She still callin'
Ya'll don't even talk no more
She still callin'
Say, we the topic that they talk about
Still callin'
Me and her still fukk around
She still callin'
someone please make it stop
Why is living so fukking hard? Maybe I'm so far gone where I just don't get it. Only person that can save me at this point is me and I'm trying. The wrong thoughts are coming into my head. I don't want to be inside here but I also don't want to go outside because it just makes me feel like shyt. I don't feel like talking or being around other people or doing anything. Not looking forward to working tomorrow. I don't feel like forcing anything and I also don't feel like telling anybody my problems.
that trip was what i didn't need. Despite feeling the same way, it did something that I didn't need at this time. A little bit of hope. I don't need to be teased like that because once im back here its like really a downer like shyts horrible. I feel sick.
that trip was what i didn't need. Despite feeling the same way, it did something that I didn't need at this time. A little bit of hope. I don't need to be teased like that because once im back here its like really a downer like shyts horrible. I feel sick.
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Tenchi Ryu
Ashtray B!tch
You could of been made it too breh. Ol procrastinating ass.
Tenchi Ryu
Ashtray B!tch
You could of been made it too breh. Ol procrastinating ass.
