Essential The Locker Room's Random Thoughts

[Oran "Juice" Jones]

why do you ppl pretend like they're going to commit suicide? whats the rationale if not attention seeking? glad you didnt follow through, but negged

edit: are you no chill jones? the guy who put everyone up on kent

Read the post above.

And no I'm not nochill Jones. My previous account on this site was @hatechall but it got banned last year.

 

[Aphrodite]

why do you ppl pretend like they're going to commit suicide? whats the rationale if not attention seeking? glad you didnt follow through, but negged

edit: are you no chill jones? the guy who put everyone up on kent

Stop.

 

[marcuz]

Read the post above.

And no I'm not nochill Jones. My previous account on this site was @hatechall but it got banned last year.

hmm. i have more questions but i'll leave it alone. take care, bruh

 

[SeveroDrgnfli]

5 miles of BMX, 40 minutes of HIIT running and sprinting, 20 minutes of max out circuit training. I have to work out in my underwear because I sweat so much my clothes literally look like they're soaking wet. My gym has sweat all over the floor from me running.

I could keep going. I can always keep going. What motivates me is something people won't understand unless you've walked in my shoes.

I'm tired after working 9 hours in a high volume kitchen and cycling home, but I have to reach my goal. I have to. I swear to God I'd rather to pass out than quit.

When I played soccer I'd play until I injured myself, passed out, or puked. Lol sometimes I'd puke, pass out, wake up in vomit wondering wtf happened?

I was training and I passed out on the side of the road. That was scary. I called somebody to pick me up because I was far from home and of course they weren't concerned.

People wonder why I don't answer or return calls. My phone is really just an mp3 player. I only text my homie who is my land lord. That's the only person I talk to. My job will call me occasionally, but I'm always around the kitchen because I'm hella bored.

I get tempted to toss this shyt in the ocean. Ain't nobody checking for me and I'm not checking for anyone.

 

[B-Mint94]

 

[Aphrodite]

 

[M'gann]

 

[全能の神]

Whoredome?

I swear everytime I see one of these types of posts they always shytting on Leos

 

[TheLostOnes]

@TheLostOnes

No
No
No
No
*doinks you in the head* in your age range

 

[Breh13]

 

[m0rninggl0ry]

@m0rninggl0ry Is that how you wake up?

?

 

[全能の神]

Lowkey in 2 years I'll have a full faced beard

 

[Boujee Bonita Braxton]

Thanks

People need to understand that suicide is not simply about self loathing tho. That's part of it, but it also has a lot to do with being disassociated/not knowing what's real anymore. In the past I've experienced hallucinations, heightened senses and delusions of grandeur (Last year I thought I died and rose from the dead like Jesus). I've had to burn myself with cigarettes just make sure I'm still alive.

Those are classic symptoms of what the medical establishment calls schizophrenia but I don't believe in that shyt. I only believe in god/spirit. Nevertheless, I think I can benefit from some therapy. It may be time to seek professional help. Again, I appreciate all of you who expressed concern.

Breh. You do not have to explain yourself to these people. I'm just so glad that you are alright. Real talk you were on my mind heavily.

If you ever need to talk hit me up. I'm here, zero judgement. I'll just be a listening unbiased ear.

 

[Boujee Bonita Braxton]

I just saw the BRING IT tour bus on the highway headed to downtown Savannah.

I'm so jealous of the teens and tweens going to the show tonight. It sucks being a grown up.

 

[Princess Coco]

No
No
No
No
*doinks you in the head* in your age range

I don't want anyone older, I was just showing you lol