Essential The Locker Room's Random Thoughts
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Puerto Rican mami
I'm bringing back the goatee
Another 5 years and it'll be popping again
You know it's gonnna be a hot when the Jamacians were out at there usual time playing Futbol lol
SeveroDrgnfli
Ain't nobody tryin to get indicted.
There's been a lot of drama at work and it's annoying. I'm taking today off. Going to cook some fly shyt and take this girl out. I'm looking more ripped than usual because I haven't eaten much in three days because I've been stressing myself out.
I swear to God I make myself crazy by allowing my thoughts to take over my life. I need to get control of that because it's easy for me to stay in dark spaces and the source is my mind.
My mind is worst enemy. I don't know why I over think everything. I'm a confident person. I think when I'm reminded of my childhood I revisit it emotionally and shyt is all bad from there.
It's like PTSD. Thinking about my mom triggers it. I get nervous and anxious. Then I'm sad and angry. Then I feel nothing. It's kind of fukking scary TBH.
I've worked so hard to be who I am and I cannot let the old me ruin it for me. No matter how far I run away from my past it lives in my head reminding me that I fukking suck.
On the other hand fear and anxiety drive me to over-achieve. I just want to like myself. I want to be happy for myself for doing shyt. I think growing up and not having give a fukk when I accomplished something conditioned me to pretend I don't care.
I care a lot. If I didn't care I wouldn't work so hard. I got to stop playing myself. I sike myself out of liking myself and that's fukked up.
I gotta start being nice to myself.
I have so much to be proud of and to look forward to. I got to start accepting compliments too. I don't trust people, I assume they're trying to run game when they compliment me.
Lol I need to fukking relax. It's kind of funny how worked up I get though. To me the world is fukking over and there's no telling me any different until I calm down.
Drugs don't help. I got to calm my mind. Drugs cloud my mind and make me crazier.
I miss my mom a lot. When I was a little kid she'd rub my head until I calmed down. When I got scared I'd hold her leg. She didn't say anything she'd just rub my head.
I used to be scared of everything and she wasn't scared of anything. She taught me to be brave. Only time I've seen her scared was when she thought I drowned in the bath-tub. She always freaked out when I took a bath.
Things change. People do too.
I swear to God I make myself crazy by allowing my thoughts to take over my life. I need to get control of that because it's easy for me to stay in dark spaces and the source is my mind.
My mind is worst enemy. I don't know why I over think everything. I'm a confident person. I think when I'm reminded of my childhood I revisit it emotionally and shyt is all bad from there.
It's like PTSD. Thinking about my mom triggers it. I get nervous and anxious. Then I'm sad and angry. Then I feel nothing. It's kind of fukking scary TBH.
I've worked so hard to be who I am and I cannot let the old me ruin it for me. No matter how far I run away from my past it lives in my head reminding me that I fukking suck.
On the other hand fear and anxiety drive me to over-achieve. I just want to like myself. I want to be happy for myself for doing shyt. I think growing up and not having give a fukk when I accomplished something conditioned me to pretend I don't care.
I care a lot. If I didn't care I wouldn't work so hard. I got to stop playing myself. I sike myself out of liking myself and that's fukked up.
I gotta start being nice to myself.
I have so much to be proud of and to look forward to. I got to start accepting compliments too. I don't trust people, I assume they're trying to run game when they compliment me.
Lol I need to fukking relax. It's kind of funny how worked up I get though. To me the world is fukking over and there's no telling me any different until I calm down.
Drugs don't help. I got to calm my mind. Drugs cloud my mind and make me crazier.
I miss my mom a lot. When I was a little kid she'd rub my head until I calmed down. When I got scared I'd hold her leg. She didn't say anything she'd just rub my head.
I used to be scared of everything and she wasn't scared of anything. She taught me to be brave. Only time I've seen her scared was when she thought I drowned in the bath-tub. She always freaked out when I took a bath.
Things change. People do too.
VFib
All Star
If I say give me a call, that doesn't mean text me. 
Im not black Im OJ 
Fried scallops 
75% of the people I follow happen to be cancers.
Trying to protect the young lady talking to you so she don't get assaulted by your woman.
I'm a single black man with no woman in my life.
. I don't know who you are talking about but whoever that person is sounds crazy for attacking an innocent person.
Fried grouper and grits
I'm going for that Luke Cage/2pac look
I don't believe in astrology all that much, but I tend to hang out around a lot of Piceses' and Leo's75% of the people I follow happen to be cancers.
You know you got a baby girl stop itI'm a single black man with no woman in my life.