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Paz said:
not a people person for a reason and don't think that will EVER change. Proud to be an introvert. Less people, less bullshyt, less problems.

On the low, I wish that could move somewhere far away like Alaska, isolate myself from the rest of the world in a cabin and never be heard from again. Die alone and won't bother anybody ever again. Take care of myself, chilling with animals and nature and not bother anyone unless it was necessary. I wish there was someone who would was brave enough to change how I feel though because that person isn't me. truth be told and I hate to say this about my circle and the people around me but sometimes I feel that folks seem to only care about me is when they need something like someone to listen to them, money, attention or whatever but when I ask them for something, I'm an annoyance or they are like hell no. They ignore me, make me out to be the worst person in the world or some clown when I come up to them. That's why I'm striving hard as hell to get my own shyt and be my own person so I don't have bother anyone or go about asking for something or feel like i owe them something. I would rather learn to help myself than to ask for someone for a helping hand because then I'm at their will. That's why I give and help people without asking for shyt back or in return because I know how some people are entitled, ungrateful, wont pay the money back, like to use people and the whole nine.
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I completely understand about being an introvert. I like peace to muse because people are truly something else.
 
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I WAS WITH AKHIS IN THE KITCHEN LIKE A YARDIE CHEF:ooh:

BUSS GUN BUSS JUJ THEN WE BUSS CASE:ohlawd:
 
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ill_will82 said:
I completely understand about being an introvert. I like peace to muse because people are truly something else.
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Trill talk, don't think some people understand how hard it is for some people to open up to others or let alone trust them period. So when I give someone a chance, let them in and they end up fukking up enough times to count. they only just

a. Validates my mindset

b. Makes me wish I never gave them the chance or the opportunity to be in my life or to have dealt with me

c. Makes it harder for me to give other people a chance fearing they may do the same shyt so I'm more defensive or won't open up to them.

If I give someone the opportunity for someone to be in my life, it would be wise for them not to do anything that would make me hate them. I don't forgive or forget easily and after a certain number of times, it's like I'll just give up on them where it's like... I just will not see any good in them or not trust them ever again. I will just go like okay cool whatever I know what to expect from you even if i still talk to them. It would be completely up to them to change my perception of them and I mean that shyt.
 
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Paz said:
Trill talk, don't think some people understand how hard it is for some people to open up to others or let alone trust them period. So when I give someone a chance, let them in and they end up fukking up enough times to count. they only just

a. Validates my mindset

b. Makes me wish I never gave them the chance or the opportunity to be in my life or to have dealt with me

c. Makes it harder for me to give other people a chance fearing they may do the same shyt so I'm more defensive or won't open up to them.

If I give someone the opportunity for someone to be in my life, it would be wise for them not to do anything that would make me hate them. I don't forgive or forget easily and after a certain number of times, it's like I'll just give up on them where it's like... I just will never see any good in them or trust them ever again.
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Exactly...
Im working on not being like this.
 
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