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How the fukk are you talking about fighting the patriarchy but are benefitting from it at the same time that you use it as your calling card to get by in life?:why: Shut the fukk up. These Facebook social media actorvists thinking they are actually helping society one update status at a time. I love it when they call everyone else out except themselves. :snoop: holding a picket sign at a protest saying whatever nor is posting on social media is doing anything effective. Anybody can do that.

And funny how six months ago to over a year ago, there were all these actorvists yelling black lives matter, toxic masculinity and whatever before the election. Now these people done got quiet, blm is dead (no surprise there) as well as other these liberal yuppie movements. Now you have george soros tossing his money from BLM to the "resistance" which is basically posting on social media and protests saying how Donald Trump shouldn't be president when he already is. :mjlol: can't be serious. Done seen who is real and fake over the course of a year over that shyt. There's a lot of fakes for sure. Can't take any of them seriously at this point. It's clear that folks were only screaming that shyt to be cool or get brownie points. Sad.
 
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"Men should talk with their fists"

-Old head to a young breh who was talking shyt to him :wow:

I'm sitting outside eating my lunch and watching the old head schooling the young breh. Young breh didn't want them problems.

And I agree with the old head. If you don't like me and have a problem with me let's talk with our fists. That's what makes you a man.
 
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Sometimes I feel like the race issue is all in our heads.

Some egghead nikka prolly gonna rattle off some stats or some shyt but I believe a lot of it are self fulfilling prophecies.

I have discovered that there is no such thing as reality. It is only what you believe it to be the universe has room for many different perspectives and realities.

No such thing as smart or stupid.

No such thing as ugly or pretty.

Nothing exists everything is fake.

What is right to me may be wrong for you

Life is chaotic :mjcry:

Only reality is that we die at the end everything else is just entertainment:blessed:
 

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No matter how many days pass and people I meet I still miss C. I think about C every day. She started me on this path ten years ago. I was young and didn't realize what I had, what I had was something natural and genuine.

My life is on track again. My diligence is paying me what I'm due and of course I'm not happy. I don't know why I can't be happy, I want more.

C would tell me what to do in these situations. If I did what she said things worked out.

I don't know what to do. I never know what to do. Hahaha, it'd make sense for me to know what to do upon arriving here because I wanted to be here. I don't think things out. I just go for it until I die because I assume I'm going to fail.

As I'm shocked as everyone else, honestly, I am. When I end up getting what I want I don't know what to do with it.

I got a girl I've been into for months to ask me out. She seems like she really likes me and I like her. I don't know where to go from here. She's nice, she's cool, and she's cute. I am none of those things. I should be excited a girl like that is into me but I'm anxious because I don't know what to do.

My career is taking off, quickly, I'm getting everything I wanted and more. I don't know if I want it anymore. I think I want it, I just don't know what to do with it.

School is starting and I can't decide if I should focus on baking or culinary.

I work so hard and sacrifice so much for these things and then I end up stressing out because I don't know what the right move is.

I can't do this by myself. I guess normal people would ask their parents, siblings, and friends. I don't have those things.

I envy men I see with girls that tell them what to do. That is a blessing. I wish someone would tell me to do.

I guess I should trust myself because I got myself this far on pure belief. My whole life I've always been alone. I've had one person I trust enough to be honest with and I broke her heart.

People ask me why I'm so tough it's because I've experienced a lot of pain so what I go through is nothing. When you've been in a fight, fighting is no big deal.

When I was a little kid, I think I was 9 or 10. I recognized that I feel sad, scared and nervous. That is how I feel all the time. I can feel it in my stomach and crawling under my skin. It makes me want to vomit.

I don't need medication. I just need to feel safe, but I'm not safe, and I gotta defend myself against all odds. I gotta fight to live or die.

Falling out of love taught me so much. I swear I'll never let a good girl go. I can do a lot by myself. There's always another day to live and I'll feel better.

Even when I want to die things will get better because they can't get much worse, hahaha.

I feel better already. fukk it, I'm going to trust my guts and do what got me here. If she likes me I shouldn't have to do anything other than be honest. Doesn't matter what I focus on in school because it's all food. I like where my career is going because I actually have one. Most people have jobs I have a career that I've invested two years of hard work into. It'd be stupid for me to change a situation I like and benefits me. I have a good job and it's getting better. No matter what anybody says I know I have a great job. And I'm happy when I work.

It's not about money it's about security, benefits, career development, and working for the best. If I cared about money I'd sell blow, guns and hustle.

I got this job because it's a good ass job and it'll carry me to the next stage of my life. I have nothing and nobody and my job provides me with a base of operations. It's everything to me.

Lol only thing I can't do is hug myself. Most of the time I'm freaking out I just want a hug or a head rub. I remember when I was kid and my mom actually liked me she'd rub my head when I couldn't sleep. I'd fall asleep and sleep for what felt like days.

I knew no matter what I'd be okay if my mom was around.

C would stroke my ego and be beautiful as fukk. Looking at her reminded me what I wanted and how I needed to be to get there. I gotta keep working to give my family what I never had.
 

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I'm trying to write a dark short story with all black characters. Yet its gonna be a challenge recording the voices. Ive been lazy about writing and recording. Its not that I lost the passion. Its just I'm not trying hard enough to do it.
I have so many ideas for short stories:gladbron:
Please do. I find it difficult to find art produced by my black folks that I'm into. I love stories. I love anything dark. Especially if it's written by an AA. I feel like we've experienced feelings and darkness no other ethnic group has experienced in America.

I've been looking for AA comic book writers to follow because I can tell the black characters are designed by white people. It's fascinating how special being black is. We really do have our own flavor.
 
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