Essential The Locker Room's Random Thoughts

[The M.I.C.]

Tread? Who taught you how to Rastafarian?

 

[ill_will82]

None of you know what goes on behind the scenes.
I just don't say it.
How I was treated from jump and how I still get treated.
The bias yall have is ingrained and I accept it.
How it's almost embarrassing for any dude to say that they like me.
How many people on here I thought were cool as fukk and had my back but were dapping posts against me or repping folks agreeing with certain posts that are anti me.
shyt gets relayed to me all the time (screenshots and the whole 9) of folks I let my guard down a little and ended up liking.
People throwing up 'You're not a woman" when they get mad at you/disagree with you.
Being told that I'm the reason why everyone was paranoid about folks being in accounts because no one wants to be caught up liking me.
Being called a 'freak' and 'demon' is shyt I'm used to.
The backhanded compliments from the ladies here who I liked and seeing them also dapping posts against me.
There's a lot of shyt I keep to myself and I don't even comment on.
There's a reason I have damn near 1000 members on ignore.
It's not just for fun.
It's because yall are triggering and instead of getting sad over it, I just put people on ignore.

I'm a say my peace on it and I'm done. You have people on here that have expressed that they cool with you and like you but every thing you say & do on these boards is not always right. I've observed some shyt and it has me like or :idontknow1: but don't try not to say anything and let you rock.

The shyt that you said earlier was insulting as fukk.

All that "woe is me" people don't like me has to stop. I think you use that as a defense mechanism to push ppl who like you on here away. I know it's hard to let go of past experiences but you really should give the ppl a chance until they show you different.

You choose to see what you want to see.

 

[Aphrodite]

The person who got me out of deep red was @marcuz
Otherwise it was Yusuke defending me.

That's not saying @Darth Plagueis didnt rep me and give me support. But at the same time you were distant with me as well. @Tenchi Ryu showed love to me too and that's why I was hurt over the whole situation that recently happened because I thought he was a real friend, like I thought @TheLostOnes was. However I found out they both singled me out and no other chicks associated/affiliated with the guy with the 'harem' got cut off. Just me. So it solidified everything I assumed about why they cut me off. I regretted allowing them access to me and even getting somewhat close to them also. Cried so much I had a migraine.

So sorry if I don't just BELIEVE anyone who tells me that they like me or they are here for me.
This even goes outside of this forum, I have traumatic experiences and it's why I don't keep any friends close to me.

Being on this forum and getting dragged daily for no reason other than existing just added on to that. I had threads daily bashing me. Probably still do. I just have the nikkas on ignore now.

Ppl telling me they find me attractive/beautiful in private, but listing every other chick on this forum in the threads on Coli women because they don't want people to know they think I am attractive.
That's shyt I've dealt with.

 

[Mojo Jojo Morpheus]

It really flips shyt when you realize the person you need to forgive, love, and accept the most is yourself

 

[ill_will82]

Yall can't tell someone how they should feel nor make them feel bad about feeling a certain way.

You really have no room to speak after that shyt you pulled a couple months ago and that shyt you did in the other thread.

 

[CinnaSlim]

Throwing the baby out with the bathwater.

Like shyt like that doesn't happen to other people. Like the majority of this site isn't a heaping pile of trash. Like nudes haven't been leaked, people haven't been stalked/attacked and trust hasn't been broken.

It's unhealthy. It's not your body. It's your mindset. Going through what you've been through. I understand you feeling that way, and having to protect yourself. But you are not alone.

You are giving all your power and all your fukks to people who don't matter. While you do that, you are missing out on those who do give a damn about you. And I don't believe that is only how you act online.

You are more than your circumstances. I just hope you have the support you need because you truly can have everything you desire.

 

[Stir Fry]

 

[Cladyclad]

My dude Prodigy died

Then my girl gets my 5 month old 28,000$ Charger which is paid in full rear ended

So right now I'm pissed

 

[CinnaSlim]

Definitely gonna start looking up skating spots now. Summer is hurrrr skating with the homies is gonna be hilarious

Skating, you say?

What kind of skating you talking about?

 

[Poitier]

just log out

 

[marcuz]

stop tagging me. half of this thread has defended you at some point. you dont give a shyt.

 

[Aphrodite]

 

[marcuz]

Definitely gonna start looking up skating spots now. Summer is hurrrr skating with the homies is gonna be hilarious

they closed the ice skating rink by me. :/

 

[Aphrodite]

stop tagging me. half of this thread has defended you at some point. you dont give a shyt.

nikka u just recently blamed me for that shyt with you and kant. When I literally had nothing to do with it.
You even told me that it all boiled down to me and 'simps' I have that don't wanna get caught up.

 

[M'gann]

This Skunt!!

She threw me under the bus because she didn't do her job. Told another employee that we switched, and that I didn't do it.