Right now I work two jobs, and they take about 14 hours out of my day, and I'm really not happy about it because of how it's been impacting the way I play. I used to spend 8 hours at work and then 10 hours at home grinding at fighting games, because I needed to get better. Unfortunately, payments started to pile up for me, so now I'm spending only two hours each a day and I'm noticing just how poorly I'm performing and how loss are becoming more and more of an occurrence.
Let me be clear that I am not at all okay with the idea of being bad at fighting games, I've sunk a decade+ into this genre and for me to be bad at the genre would mean I've wasted that much of my life with nothing to show for it. Being good at fighting games is a necessity at this point, and I don't know how I can start seeing improvements at this point unless I focus all of my time towards it