Just got out the army and man....I'm glad I didn't kill myself....I've had to talk 3 of my brothers outta suicide and then I was depressed...baby moms killed herself...same thing happened to my other partner...and the fukking army don't care bout yo lil ass problems ...Life is an illusion... This is a training simulator or some shyt...but we have to learn before we move on to the next level...and so on
it can be hard to live with yourself when you're a really just mercenary for banks and oil companies and not really getting anything in return.
reason most of you niccas can't live with that is y'all get into the service when the wrong mindset thinking you're going to do the right thing fighting for freedom then when you're really not. you're broken down and built up not to give a fuq to commit the crimes. and as front men your the ones witnessing what your doing unlike your generals and the company executives you're fighting for.
what y'all should really do getting into the service is just not give a fuq and accept the fact that you're going to kill other ppl in the world for apparent reason other than oppression and "capitalism" cause some companies have to find new ways to find resources and meet their ever increasing financial goals.
the service tries mostly to recruit ppl who made wrong choices in life and are fuqqed and can do anything to come up. while you're in service, try to take advantage of all the opportunities you can get to better yourself cause when you're out you don't wanna end up like the rest of the bums in the street.
all this time executives in defense companies are getting paid millions of dollars.
the defense budget isn't hurting.
Danm breh.... hang in there homie
Jesus Christ, you've been through a lot. Stay strong breh...
so real. you prolly will get more fukks given by mufukkas that dont even know you.
