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RIP to the young lady and I hope you make it through your own ordeal and succeed in the legal field. Unless you've burned bridges, it's not too late to reach out to your favorite former law professor for career advice. Surely there's at least one professor you used to chop it up with.

Oh and anyone who knows anything about law school knows which the one you've attended; this thread just further confirms it. You kids volunteer too much info on the internet. Knowing your law school isn't going to help the majority of these folks dox you, by the way.
 
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No you’re not. Seek a therapist for the thoughts. And I explained later-mental health is not a minor thing for Black people in stressful environments, but he doesn’t get to project or be “just like her” when the story is about her-not him.
I was gonna see a counselor but haven't had the chance because I've been too busy with other stuff. Still plan on going as soon as I can
 

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Why is that sir? Feel free to vent, sometimes talking can help. I had a bit of a breakdown myself yesterday over family stuff.
Stress from school is one part of it. Been feeling pretty overwhelmed the past year with all the assignments, projects, and presentations. I hate being in college but I graduate next year. Still struggling to keep my motivation. Sometimes I don't even know if I wanna be alive. Seems like the stress will just get worse the older I get, so I don't even know if it's worth it. I'd never kill myself though cause that'd just mean my life was a waste of time. I'm only 22. Aint did shyt yet. But I'm afraid that feeling will never go away no matter how much I do in life. I've seen other people like that. I grew up around miserable people, I guess I just expect to end up the same cause I can't think of many genuinely happy people. :francis:

Also been feeling like my anxiety has gotten worse. Barely can work up the nerve to get up in the morning. It's other people I mainly want to avoid because I don't feel like I have it in me to talk much in real life. Even on here I've been getting like that to some degree.

It has kinda gotten a little better though because I've been talking to friends more plus made some new ones. Even reconnected with ones I haven't spoke with for some time.
 
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Stress from school is one part of it. Been feeling pretty overwhelmed the past year with all the assignments, projects, and presentations. I hate being in college but I graduate next year. Still struggling to keep my motivation. Sometimes I don't even know if I wanna be alive. Seems like the stress will just get worse the older I get, so I don't even know if it's worth it. I'd never kill myself though cause that'd just mean my life was a waste of time. I'm only 22. Aint did shyt yet. But I'm afraid that feeling will never go away no matter how much I do in life. I've seen other people like that. I grew up around miserable people, I guess I just expect to end up the same cause I can't think of many genuinely happy people. :francis:

Also been feeling like my anxiety has gotten worse. Barely can work up the nerve to get up in the morning. It's other people I mainly want to avoid because I don't feel like I have it in me to talk much in real life. Even on here I've been getting like that to some degree.

It has kinda gotten a little better though because I've been talking to friends more plus made some new ones. Even reconnected with ones I haven't spoke with for some time.
I know all these feelings especially about senior year in college and I got about a decade on you so I've been there. Do you have any outlets? Something that you can do that can just kind of help you forget everything for an hour or two? For me it's the gym so the past year or 2 has been hard for me. Just recently got back in there. Found a nice private 24 hour gym without a ton of people in it.

You'd be shocked how much just shutting down and and be able to forget about things for a hour or two can change your entire mood
 

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What is the point of this thread?

What does her suicide have to do with you?

Did you know her, are you telling us that you too had thoughts of suicide?

Do you need a diary? A therapist?
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Buddy did not go to law school


Dude is 1 Eyed Joe
Playing another role

Lied about law school :mjlol:
Lied about being married:mjlol:
 
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