That's not rational thinking. When you are hurt, you usually want to hurt people. When people don't believe you, you want to make them a believer. It gives us a sense of pride for a little, but then it's like WTF did I just do. But then it's too late. His only out was killing himself. No way he could live with killing that old dude. Absolutely no way.
What you just wrote is the most irrational silliest shyt ever. You sound like a child. A silly ass immature child.
Rational grown ass adult people don't go around blaming and hurting other people for their own problems.