breh listen to me. as much as you say you don't care, this post is obviously telling of how much your situation bothers you. you may have just gotten to a point where the situation has become so stale and stagnant you feel that's the way it is. now, before you let your mind be set up that way, i will have you know i read your entire post and noticed a few things about the way you described your entire situation. basically everything you stated is through the way you perceive your world and how you interact with the woman that come through it. your issue is in the way you see yourself and the way you THINK you observe what's going on in other situations. if you believe woman are over sexualized and won't give you the time of day, but will to another brother....that's exactly what will show up. you have to start thinking of how you want it to be in order to see what you want to see. no matter what you think, good or bad, right or wrong, it will show up because that's how this world is wired. you have to start paying attention to how you see yourself, how you talk to yourself and building up yourself because you're the only one who will do it. and remember, it's not about women....when it comes to you and your life, depending on how you want to live, it's about finding that ONE woman. who cares about all the others when at the end of the day, there's only one that will make you feel like a king. and to find a queen you can't be on some defeatist shyt. you have to find your confidence no matter what the past has shown you. once you start appreciating yourself and thinking you're worthy, women will follow your lead.
good luck to you.
the courage it took to post this on here.
@ that mentality
