This is an elevated level of depravity. This is a cause for pause, indubitably, but this can only lead to two additional scenarios:
1. There are frequent times that you watch porn without beating off, do you just want to get all riled up for no reason at all? Because I cannot imagine a time or scenario where I purposely got myself "riled up" and proceeded to go make myself breakfast or go take out the trash immediately after. Are you admittedly giving yourself blue balls?
2. There are frequent times that you watch porn without beating off, and you don't get "riled up" at all. Watching porn is similar to you watching 7pm news, nonchalantly, getting updates of what's going on in the world around you. You just needed an update of what titties look like, because there is a possibility the whole form and structure has changed, and you need to reassure there are no breaking news when it comes to titty This my dear boy indicates an even deeper, villain origin story what you got going on here.