VerbalIntercourse
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I think they just sensed the bytch in you and were too ignorant and uncouth to go about handling it right the way.
huh? I get treated like someone who isn't black by blacks to this very day. moreover, What did i do besides be born certain way? I my city's highly self segrated schools, i was simply not allowed on the black side. I did not go and patronize them, and I never talked to them. When racial tensions escalated, then i was called a gook and then things got physical. it was because they called of us gooks. I was NEVER singled out and treated as someone who need special
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Explain this situation?
i just recently had a conversation with a black lady about black hair products. She was very shocked that I knew so many detials about it. She ask asked
I knew about it. I told her my mother was black. First she says, "how is that possible", then she says, "see, the race of the father determines the race of the children, you're not one of us". I used to get offended by stuff like that, but i accept it now. If I am an african american, why would she say that? She was a complete stranger that knew nothing about me.
it's not just that, I was pressured even more strongly by Inland california's large south east asian population to conform. all
My best friends were vietnamese and cambodian, and their culture became mine somehow. It is a puzzle. That is, until genetic tests revealled that I have a significant Austo-asiatic ancestry, and I am very close to both cambodians and vietnamese moreso than any other groups in South East Asia. I am actually very unique genetically when compared other filipinos. I was unconsciously controlled by nepotism. I am an Austro-asiatic ....somehow it controlled my behavior. out of all the groups i know, I austro-asiatics have always been the most kind to me. My long-time best friend is Austro-asiatic. it makes sense now.